Our beloved Jerry Vandiver....Nashville singer songwriter and really good guy....had a particularly fabulous annual concert this year. He also invited Danny and Liz to join him for a couple of his songs.
The other morning I sat on my deck and watched the mist rising to meet the clear day, and my heart started pulling hard...to hold that mist down, to stall the start of the day, the end of the summer, this point in life. It was so so beautiful, and I know it's futile to try to hold onto something so beautiful and fleeting, but sometimes I can't help myself.
Summer is closing. Even though it seemed so endless and fresh 20 minutes ago (12 weeks actually) when the staff were arriving....old staff and new staff---to form the crew. Now...as they start to trickle away, I want to hold them here. Each one of them. Let me introduce them to you.
Already we miss that bubbly cheerful Amy with her contagious happiness. I could always hear Amy coming and going in the outfitting building- her chatter and laughter were not so subtle. Also, I often scheduled her on late shift for those crazy busy nights, because this girl can multi-task ....from the fishing machine to the permit snafus to the phones, to the computer, to the store---simultaneously with the same bright confidence. She's something.
Liz was hired in May--as our fill-in-for-any-position person. Lucky us, because she can do it all. She joined Amy in finding humor in everyday things. You cannot help but laugh a little at the things Liz finds funny. But honestly, you should have HEARD her play the violin with Jerry Vandiver. You cannot help but get choked up a little by the sound she gets out of that instrument, either. That's pretty special when a person can make you laugh and cry in the same day.
Allie has been here for 3 summers, and I'm starting to feel like we cannot live without her. She was a flawless food packer this year--but more than that, she quietly takes on the pulse of the staff-- and she makes sure that everyone is welcome in her adventures. My favorite moment with Allie this year is when we went blueberry picking in her jeep. Well, I was going blueberry picking, she was actually off-roading. We're still hoping she can come back for one more summer before she heads into the real world of architecture.
Allie brought her sister Anna, who we hired without even blinking. I should have known better than to expect an Allie-clone. I mean, they both are really high quality workers, and great people. But-while Allie sits at the dinner table and I have to strain to catch her very quiet funny comments--Anna sings show-tunes. And when the two of them planned the staff adventure list for the year--complete with a system of points and grids and "must dos"...Allie planned a cooperative effort for all to achieve, and Anna planned a competition. Because Anna wins, or she'll die trying. Or in the case of the triathlon, she might just drown trying. Style and form don't necessarily count. Winning counts. Anna wins.
Kyle was in the fishing boat for part of every evening all summer. Somebody asked him at one of our loud...everybody-talking-at-once..dinners--"What do you DO, what do you THINK ABOUT out there? And Kyle--who always has a really good answer, but won't give it to you unless you ask him--- concisely replied "The quiet is really nice sometimes." This guy has such common sense life intelligence, and he's so quietly kind to everyone...I just can't get over how lucky we are to have him.
Claire usually operates behind the scenes. The most common thing I heard her say this summer was "Sure, I can do that." I really appreciate the way that Claire unloads the details out of my head and into hers. It makes my load lighter, and we never run out of coffee. One thing Shelby says is that people who bake are put together. I tell you what, Claire can bake.
See sweet Lucy in the bottom of the boat, navigating? She is our camp scout, and she takes her Tuscarora perimeter patrol job very seriously. She also has a hold on Rachel's heart.The thing about Rachel--who is our year-round manager, is that she always does things well. Everything....from creating spiffy google website route pages, to repairing canoes, to cleaning corners, to training staff. All details. How lucky is that for us to have her at Tuscarora?
Kelly is our crew cook. First of all, let me tell you that having a good crew cook is an amazing thing. I just show up, with everybody else, and we line up for something really good, and hang out together. Meals are a great part of the day. I'll bet we all have our favorites, but ...whoa...her macaroni and queso, or her margarita pizza, and all the salads...to die for. We've had great food this summer, thanks to cute Kelly.Grant's quirkiness amuses us all. "Geez," he said the other night. "I don't think I was ever funny until this summer". After hours, you can usually find his head and snorkel somewhere in the bay---not to be mistaken for a headless loon. Sometimes he even fishes that way---with a little rod and hook he dangles right in front of his mask. Grant notices the little details that can save us from catastrophes later. He's a good one to have around.
For the first 11 weeks of this summer Shelby pursued an adventure-internship in Colorado. Isn't that the bittersweet part of being a parent? We WANT her to have her own dreams, her own places-her own adventures of a lifetime---even though that means we lose her. We're genuinely happy when she's happy. Still, my favorite part is that we get her back for August, and now she's a certified sawyer too.
Daniel is the outfitting manager. It suits him. As a mom, I worry that he's taking on too much responsibility and becoming too old too fast, and developing a little twitch next to his right eye. As an employer, I have to admit that he sure is great at his job. Sometimes before he goes to bed he still comes around and says "hug" just like he did when he was three. He's a competent man and a sweet boy all at the same time.
Macky is just a handsome little feller.
Joe is absolutely perfect for hospitality because he offers the same friendly helpfulness at the end of a long day that he did that first day of the summer. He's is an optimist...in the flesh....even after he just fails the gallon-challenge. He's just game for everything---and I hear he doesn't miss anything going on...ever. You can't help but like Joe.
There they are--our 2014 crew. Can you see why I love them? It has been an honor for me to be part of this group of young people, and watch how they became a family who takes care of each other---and who are honestly committed to doing the hard work to take good care of every one who visits Tuscarora. So, while I'm directing my heart to let go, I'm also really grateful for this slice of time and for the 2014 Tuscarora Crew.
Here’s our Mack.He
has the self-appointed job of hunting down all the shadows.He spent entire exhausting sunny days in the
outfitting yard when the dragon flies first hatched.Luckily the shadows also travel to the lake,
so he follows them right in and cools off.It’s all very serious and important so he cannot be distracted.
It’s funny what his antics will stir up in people.The futility of it all is irresistibly endearingPlus, for me who lost her best Denali a
couple of months ago---he simply lightens my load in all kinds of ways.
But then, his antics also make me reflect on the way I’m living.This time of year, there is so much
stuff.There are sump pumps and
bunkhouses, punctured canoes and a cute little black bear down the road who
hasn’t found his meandering way to us….yet.There are sprained ankles and ice cream shortages.The phone rings, the food truck pulls up,
and the wheel on the trailer needs to be tightened.All at the same time.It can be really fun, but it also can turn me
into the Mack of the video.It’s all
very serious and important, so I run around and cannot be distracted.
Sometimes, I really wish I could back up and see the whole video
of my life….before I make my choices about what is very serious and important.Every once in awhile, I stop running around for
a minute.It happened yesterday when I paddled
across a clear calm Missing Link to deliver Grant and Anna to the Tuscarora
portage for a gear-rescuing mission. It happens some evenings in my favorite
blueberry patch, where there is only one focus: find ‘em, and pick ‘em.
It’s only when pause that I remember that I might want to be deliberate about my time….I want to be right with the people around me, ,I want to be satisfied, I want to be
grateful, I want to finish what I start, I want to walk in a focused line.
As for Mack, the truth is that he often makes folks stop and
smile. That’s value right there.He
adores the guests, especially the littlest ones.His course is charted one day at a
time….sleep, eat, play, practice hunting by chasing shadows…greet people.
Wouldn’t it be great if life were always so
straightforward?Then again, maybe I
should just stop racing around and remember that it really is.